It's that time of year. My favorite time of year. And though I have rediscovered this blog after ages, because I was silly and thought I forgot my password, when I possibly couldn't have.
I think this end of year is going to be special. Let me tell you why. Because I'm celebrating it by myself. No friends, no boyfriend, no sibling, just parents -- well because I have to and they are there. I'm kinda looking forward to it.
Everyone let's you down at some point. They shock you at the things that they can say sometimes. Like they don't know you at all. Like it's all just been a waste. Your friends, your parents, your everybody, your somebody. It's a crying shame.
You open up yourself to them, you build memories and relationships, you think it's all perfect - and then it comes - the mind blowing shock of your life you never in a thousand years saw coming.
So this year is mine. I will end it alone, and I will start it alone. All I need is me. I can trust me. I can believe in me. I can love me. I can live my life with my rules at the pace that I want. I don't need to be a burden on anyone that doesn't want me and whose life will not change if I'm not in it.
Here is to me! And the amazing life that being alone and independent brings. I look forward to it sincerely.
Lots of Love anyways,
K
I think this end of year is going to be special. Let me tell you why. Because I'm celebrating it by myself. No friends, no boyfriend, no sibling, just parents -- well because I have to and they are there. I'm kinda looking forward to it.
Everyone let's you down at some point. They shock you at the things that they can say sometimes. Like they don't know you at all. Like it's all just been a waste. Your friends, your parents, your everybody, your somebody. It's a crying shame.
You open up yourself to them, you build memories and relationships, you think it's all perfect - and then it comes - the mind blowing shock of your life you never in a thousand years saw coming.
So this year is mine. I will end it alone, and I will start it alone. All I need is me. I can trust me. I can believe in me. I can love me. I can live my life with my rules at the pace that I want. I don't need to be a burden on anyone that doesn't want me and whose life will not change if I'm not in it.
Here is to me! And the amazing life that being alone and independent brings. I look forward to it sincerely.
Lots of Love anyways,
K
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